Pondering over a reality of a lifetime.

2011-06-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

<3

2011-02-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

Cause baby ure a firework<3
I have never been happier.
Let just get married seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy b!

2011-02-20T01:52:00.000-08:00

Because you mean so much to me,
I celebrate your birth.
Sharing time and space with you,
Rings my bell for all it’s worth.

Whenever your birthday rolls around,
I contemplate once more,
How happy I am that you were born;
The thought makes my heart soar.

I wish your birthdays happened more,
So I could let you know,
How very much you mean to me,
And so I could tell you so!

I woof you very much babyboy!
And i hope u had a blast!
And not forgetting ur prezziessssssssssssss
You rock my world b!
And i really thank God for you every single sec of my life<3<3
i am missing you already baby :(

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-20T01:51:00.000-08:00

LEOPARDS DONT CHANGE THEIR EFFING SPOTS.
SO PLS I AINT GONNA FORGET WHAT SHIT U DID.
PERIOD.

2011-02-12T08:05:00.000-08:00

My babyboy had a hair cut(:
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<3<3

AND i cant stop loving you b!
Someonessssss turning a yr older(:
HEHE.

just go with it was awesome,
Infact today was awesome.
I wanna marry you<3
AND live with you foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Because you make me so damn happy i forget the world.
I LOVE YOUUUU ZOMBIE(:

2011-01-18T22:38:00.000-08:00

And i am really going mad already.
I feel so sick.
Very sick actually.

2011-01-16T09:53:00.000-08:00

I am really so tired.
I really want this to be over.
But i hate rushing.
There is alot to do.
And i am eating too much (B HELP HELP, PLS STOP ME FROM EATING)

I should start cutting my mounting board right about now.
I am extremely full.
I bet in 2 hrs i will be famished.
This is bad.
After submission i am going to run.
And i cant wait to finish swimming.
Then me and haz can swim swim swimmmmmmm yay.

Oh boy, i am tired. very tired.
I hope i can finish my work on time.
There is too much of research.
Way to much that i need to print.
Oh i am a fatty.
bye.

2011-01-14T08:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY PONGAL MAKKALS.

This day only reminds me of one person :(
Who always gave me lotsaaaaaa pongal to eat!!!!!

I WANT I WANT.

My awesome tuition teacherrrrrrrrrrr.
Whom i neglected.
POUT.

2011-01-14T08:28:00.000-08:00

Because you are just amazing(:
And i just cant stop loving you.

Iwoofyouverymuchy.

I cant wait to see you!

And thank you so much for motivating me everytime i lose the drive to do wrk.

I am officially the first gal to pass the stupid one yr mark!
WAKKAKAKA I ROCK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA B ADMIT IT.

To many moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee months to come babyboy.
happy ni<3

AND MY FELLOW CLASSMATES LETS NOT GIVE UP CAUSE WE ARE ALMOST THERE.
CANT BELIEVE ITS GOING TO END.
OH WELL WE STILL GOT GRAB SHOW TO DO.
After we are done with p5 we can all do grad show together(:

2011-01-09T08:38:00.000-08:00

OH MY OH MY.

A few moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee days.
AND KABOOM.

The weekend was just too tiring.

Bambino has to work out and only i can do that.
OH BROTHER HERE WE GO AGAIN!

And before i end project 5,
i would sincerely like to thank those who have made it possible,
this semester has been the worst and yet we hav made it this far.

My Rajiv b who has pushed me all the way when i was dying literally
and giving me awesome ideas!
Did i mention ure amazing? (:

Classmates haz,lr,km,faiz,ib,dul,sonia,dorin,shar,anggy,ame,melvin,dass,
alina,ama AND YES AIMAN FOR HELPING ME SO MUCHHHH WITH THE INTERIOR I DONO HOW TO THANK YOU!!!!!!! THE BEST CLASS I EVER HAD, i want project 5 to end but i dont want this friendship of ours to end! I AM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS. <3

And my family esp leia who gave me the amazing idea hehehehehhe.
PARENTS for nagging at me that i should not do wrk last min,
but well i work better under pressure hehee i still love you both for buying me an a3 printer and giving me all the support n moolah for printing!

OHHHHHHHHHH OK I NEED TO DO WORK.
BYE.

imissyoujigglypuff:(
icantwaittoseeyoulater!

But you have to stop bullying me hahahahahhahahaha.
My body aches lei THANKS TO U ;P
And thanks for being a sweetie and trying to get iphone 4 for me!
I love you still even if you dont get it for me la wa lau!
HAHHAHAHAHAH.
i will go queue for it at7am laaaaaaaaa.
HHEEEHE.<3

2011-01-07T14:31:00.000-08:00

This is for you cc!

Once you told me everything i felt sad:(

And i know for sure that i will DEFINITELY be there for you baby.
ANYTIME.

I will be there for you to cry on and buy for you whatever you one.
Dont say such things ok?

Your lover is here always.
and i dont wanna see you like this anymore.
<3<3<3

Next time the toy will be urs.
I truly meant it. MUAH.

2010-12-30T05:29:00.000-08:00

NOTHING ELSE MATTERS BABY <3
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH (:

2010 is gonna end,
i sure did love it not only cause you were there for me but also
cause you made me realized so many things abt myself,
you made me into a better person.

and i know for sure youre gonna make my 2011 awesome (:

JIGGLYPUFF I WOOF YOU <3

I will write more SOON.
Now i gotta go do my wrk tmrm submission.
HAHAH.

2010-12-22T08:52:00.001-08:00

Iwonderwhathappenedtoyouretasteafterme.

Totally in the mood for Christmas baby <3

2010-12-19T00:08:00.000-08:00

Today i learnt something..
Which i think is true..
But someone told me that i should live for myself,
and that even if i have not achieved anything in life,
i am a achievement myself,
being able to be here is my achievement.

Maybe i should stop being a pessimist already.

And today's sermon was about angels.
I wonder where my angel went to?
I wonder if it would ever come right in front of me.
I wish i could see an angel cause i truly believe in them.

This week is gonna be tight and messy and frustrating.
I am very very pissed right now with some fickle-minded people
who really think they world wrks their way. GUESS WHAT?
IT DOESNT.

arggggg.
I hope i will have a happy Christmas.

And i dont make any difference in anyone's life.
Plus this holidays doesnt seem like holidays,
we stil hav unit 11 to do which i am so dead cause i
really got alot of things to do from cleaning to baking to
everything so you guys gotta handle my late submissions,
dont worry it aint that late. chill.

And i heaven touched my p5.
screwed is the word.
Ok buzz off nat.

2010-12-11T10:11:00.000-08:00

AND THIS IS TOO AWESOME :(

I WILL GET THIS FIRST!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I got a very big problem.
i want the shoes.
I need to do something and get my hands on them!
:(

2010-12-09T09:43:00.000-08:00

TIRED.
FUCKING TIRED.
DRAINING.

:(

I just wana lose my mind this saturday.
anyone?

2010-12-08T09:21:00.000-08:00

"this friday , whe the block strikes twelve . wear your best dress , and look your hottest ! take the lift and meet me At the rooftop . i'll be waiting with my jet ;DD"

JUST HOW SWEET CAN SOMEONE GET?!?!

SO CUTE <3<3

2010-12-04T09:26:00.000-08:00

I am very scared.
SO scared.

This is a very terrible feeling.

And the white tree looks amazing it really made me smile (:

2010-12-03T09:09:00.000-08:00

Each time i keep telling myself not to get affected by others or what they say
it never wrks.
I am always doubting myself.
Always feeling as useless as ever.
Always thinking i aint good enough for anyone.
Always thinking i am not capable of what i actually am.
Always selling myself short.
Always thinking otherwise.
Always always always.

Its December already.
And it doesnt feel like it at all :(
Another week fo crit! POUT BIG TIME.
oh well, lets just go with the flow.

I just dont want to think.
I just hope, just hope it wont be like the last.
Cause it sucked big time.

2010-11-17T06:05:00.000-08:00

BABY LEI BABY LEIAAAAAAAAA <3
How she has made both families so much closer
And i am gonna miss her so much once she goes back home :(
so now i gotta enjoy every min i have with her by my side <3<3

SHE IS SUCHA A JOY! <3

2010-11-14T19:25:00.000-08:00

heheheheheheheh <3

2010-11-10T00:34:00.000-08:00

Look shawty I’ve done told you once
pay attention I’mma tell you twice
I’ve been around the World but I’ve never met a girl like you in my whole life
There’s somthin’ you need to know
You make me wanna get physical
You make me wanna get intimate..into it
I’m fixing the plug

All my heart and all my time
I give you anything that you want baby just name your price
What’s mine is yours..
Yours is mine
Trust me that’s a fact girl
You ain’t gotta ask girl
I don’t know if you’ve ever been told
But I’ve got whatever you need..girl
And whichever way we roll
No one could ever take what we’ve got right here between one another
Don’t care what they say..you could be my lover
And if its in love baby..I wanna fall
Just promise me baby you’ll be here..through it all

The reason why i love NELLY.
He is just awesome.

2010-11-06T12:22:00.000-07:00

Even if i look really exhausted cause i slept everywhere i could HAHAH.
I love the ribbon (:
I lost 3kg (:
AND MANY MORE TO COME!
ALL THANKS TO HAZ BBG WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I HEAVEN DRANK BUBBLE TEA FOR A MTH ALREADY.
NO GASSY DRINKS TOO, ONLY 100PLUS H2O (:

<3
Its time to work really hard for project 5,
and i noe with all my awesome friends and Rajiv i will do just fine.

The long weekend is gonna end.
I cant wait to run on monday!
GRR.

2010-11-06T11:49:00.001-07:00

Time really flies...
One year has gone since you have left us..
You have never told us how much of pain you were in,
till we saw you fighting to live..
Today we were all talking abt you,
and some of us were in tears..

We are sad to have lost you,
but we are happy youre in a better place.
We love you patti very much indeed.

BESIDES THAT,
Diwali was awesome!!!!!!!
HAPPY DIWALI MAKKALS!

Not very awesome because i ate briyani but its ok i will run on monday
cause haz might just slaughter me!
And its leia baby's first diwali!!!!!!!!!!!
I WATCHED MEGAMIND WITH B TODAY!
hahaha not as funny as we expected but it was cute laaaa.

AND i got to say,
i am madly in love with my Rajiv Selvakumar (:
You have made me into a better and much stronger person b<3
You rock my world and bring colours to my life.
You make me smile everytime i am stressed and disturbed,
You make me feel loved all the time,
You make me realize i am special and different,
You are an angel (:

I LOVE YOU MORE EVERYDAY.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING <3

i miss your crazy laughter, kekekek.
And today was awesome ( if you noe what i mean )
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. <3
Kissy kissy.

2010-10-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

Because youre loved.
Very muchy.
<3

2010-10-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

KISS ME.

2010-10-21T00:32:00.007-07:00

stop reading my blog la asshole.

2010-10-21T00:32:00.001-07:00

stop reading my blog la asshole.

2010-09-29T01:29:00.001-07:00

2010-09-29T01:11:00.000-07:00

Once again you're home alone
Tears running from your eyes
And I'm on the outside
Knowing that you're all I want
But I can't do anything
I'm so helpless baby.

You make alot of sense.
<3

2010-09-18T11:20:00.001-07:00

Life has been so much better.
Than last yr.
And i love everyone i have close to me.

And like haz said,
Friendship isn’t about who you’ve known the longest, it’s who came & never left

<3 i love everyone of you.muah<3

2010-09-15T20:34:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY TMRM!!!!!!!!!!
HOW AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I CANT WAIT,
but actually like quite sad only ah.

BUT I HAD ENOUGH!
ITS TIME TO ENJOY AND SLEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPP.
ACTUALLY HIBERNATE FOR DAYS (:(:

And clean the house, and spend more time with my mom, my sister, my hamsters, my room, my dad, my bro, my carpark and my babyboy<3
hahahah and my playground lol!

OH yes and its time to exercise!
cool like fire.
so there will be a tea party in the afternoon for me(:
cant wait keke.
<3
wooootttttt.

2010-09-13T21:34:00.000-07:00

my family is fun and sometimes boring
my family is funny and sometimes serious
my family is cool but sometimes embarrassing
my family is a shoulder to cry on
my family is special
my family is just my family

And i don care what people think, i love them to bits.
And i cant wait for the arrival of my niece<3

2010-09-13T11:21:00.000-07:00

Because no matter how much life sucks or how much shit you go thru,
i will be right here by ur side baby<3

And i hope ure feeling better darling,
because i noe it hurts alot but it hurts to see you down.

Lets jus hope for the best,
and that mf will be cursed.

Bebito loves you many manyyyy b(:

2010-09-07T09:52:00.000-07:00

Ure amazing, just the way you are<3

And everyday is like geylang geylang nothin but geylang.
Too much of food.
HAHA.Till friday its gonna be geylang.

AND I HAD FUN WITH MY BBG TODAY<3
SORRY U DIDNT GET WATEVER U NEEDED/WANTED!
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

2010-09-05T22:54:00.000-07:00

Because we rock the world together<3
I love you more and more every single day.
MUAH MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
And that is how clear iphone4 is!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Me is jealous overy your fone b HAHAH.

2010-09-03T02:50:00.000-07:00

FUCKING UNPREDICTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

i woooffff youuuuu<3
HAHAHA FUNNY PICTURE FUNNY PLACE FUNNY THING FUNNY PEOPLE FUNNY DAY,
OH WAIT TIRING DAY HAHA.

OK went to geylang twice in a row, that isnt cool.
And i heaven slept for 8 hrs yet,
and i need to get sleep wasted badly.
I miss sleeping when i am tired i cant sleep its annoying.
And yay F1 job! WOOT! AWESOME.

Thank you jennyyyyyyyyy<3
TOday overtime, friday overtime sat wrk and overtime.
WALAUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SI BEI SIAN LEI.
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT,
15 MORE DAYS NIGGA.
IMMA BE GONE.

But actually i will miss the people and everyone else here.
Esp those who care, (:
It was a rocky experience but i sure did learn alot.
And wrking isnt easy esp when u hold lotsa responsibilities.
But am glad i made it thru<3

Cant wait for Nscc to be over phewwwwwwwwwwww.

2010-08-29T20:15:00.000-07:00

Hi anna with no brains.
I love you very much.
Brownies, bikini bottom booth, kissing, making out with you
is just the best everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

More to come (:

KEKEKKEKEKEKEEKKE.

AND BABYBOY GET WELL SOON,
i love you and i love ur new wife,
ERM ERM shareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pls.

AND EVERYONE SHOULD GO WATCH GROWN UPS.
LIKE SERIOUSLY ITS TOO FUNNY.

And i loved my saturday with my b<3
Awesome pawsome. woot(;

And some people are beyond childish.
Get a life dude. Seriously. sucker.

2010-08-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE LIGHTNING DONT STRIKE THE SAME PLACE TWICE<3

2010-08-25T01:18:00.000-07:00

I WOOOOFFFFFF YOU B<3
OK i love koi too HEHEHEHEH.
To moreeeeeeee of ur cool designing,
AM PROUD OF U KEEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE.

AND 3 MORE WEEKS OH MY GOODNESS AND ITS ALL GONNA BE FREAKING OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR YAY YAY.

OK Puasa is my fav month, BECAUSE food calls me.
So its calls for a outing to all those food palace YAY YAY.
DENG DENG nono too oily. Others can, oh ya i am wrking on hari raya
best kan? babi betol sia. ARG.

I will upload my exhibitions n blablabla soonish, if i find time.
Now my eye hurts bloody sore eyes.
meow.

2010-08-22T19:02:00.001-07:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

2010-08-18T02:39:00.000-07:00

i jus dropped by, to say i LOVE YOU B(:
and and and and i think we look alike how ah?

AND I LOVE UR HAIR IN THE PIC!!!!
CAN U CUT UR HAIRRRRRRRRRRRR PREETYYYY PLSSSSSSSS <3

2010-08-02T23:46:00.001-07:00

ok i am done here.
bye.

Catch me if you can.

2010-08-02T23:44:00.000-07:00

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

<3<3<3

2010-08-01T10:32:00.001-07:00

Love in my life is like sand,
I give it care and attention,
Then a strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand,
I lose yet again.

Kill me.

2010-08-01T10:23:00.000-07:00

Life is a Game
Fate is an Umpire
You are a Player
In your Play Fate is not a True Umpire
As you are the Player and it’s your Play.

Life is a Game
Fate is an Umpire
You are a Player
In your Play Fate is not a True Umpire
But how you played in your Game is later said as your Fate.

Life is a Game
Where every one has an Entrance and Exit
Life is a Game where every one has a Role to Play
But Fate is not which makes you Play
But you play and say it is Fate.

Fate does not decide your Play
Because, you are the one who Play

Life is a Game
Where you should play a good Play which should decide your Fate
Don’t let your fate to decide your play
Play a Sincere play thinking you are here only to play
Then there is nothing for your Fate to do with your Play.

Take that rewind it back, usher make your booty go WOOTWOOT.

2010-08-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

All i need, want and am grateful for <3

2010-07-31T11:08:00.000-07:00

I think i have been cursed.
For life.

2010-07-28T00:01:00.001-07:00

My babypig <3

AND WE HAD SO MUCH OF FOOD SO MUCH WE HAD TO THROW ;(
SO WASTED SO SO SO SO WASTED HAHAHA.

BUT i had fun at sentosa.
OK back to wrk.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i fixed MY sony sony.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Now i got a handy dandyyyyy one.
WEET WEET.

2010-07-27T22:39:00.000-07:00

I awake each day with a smile
And greet it with a laugh;
The world is a treasure to me
Because of you.

Every time I think of something sad,
I replace the thought,with you!
My mind is instantly changed
And my heart is filled with gladness.

Every breath I take is meant for you,
I live this life surrounded in joy
And I bathe in the promise of your love,
My soul belongs to you.

Each time I see something beautiful
I want to take it and bring it to you;
My life has so much meaning now
All because of you.

No matter what, i still love you very much.
And i cant wait for tmrm (:
<3<3

2010-07-27T08:24:00.000-07:00

I AM actually loving my work now.

After much,
i am truly.

Because today everyone was nice.
And i am egg-cited for the toilets.

AND i saw a preety moon,
felt the wind,
and washed my worries away.
Go away bad ones.
<3

2010-07-26T13:27:00.001-07:00

At this point of time,
i wont let myself break.
i am gonna smile.
<3

Just for myself.
No one else.
I should love myself.
I should.
And sometimes i cant believe myself.
BYE.

2010-07-25T21:01:00.000-07:00

You Know That I Love You Boy,
HOT LIKE MEXICO, REJOICE <3

2010-07-25T09:23:00.000-07:00

IS THIS ANNOYING?
pop pop pop.

2010-07-24T13:56:00.000-07:00

THIS GUY IS JUS TOO TO TO TO TO TO TO TOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE,
I CANT STOP DROOLING, CANT STOP CANT STOP CANT.
OH MY OH MY OHMY.

ERM ERM SORRY B HAHAHAHAHAHA.
YOURE CUTE WAY CUTER.
BUT HE IS OH MY GOODNESS CUTE DIG IT?

EKEKKEKEKEKEKE.

2010-07-22T13:32:00.000-07:00

Suzie if u happen to come across this post,
it goes out to you.

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART,
i really wanna thank you for listening to me
patiently and giving me your words of encouragement.

Esp telling me how much you care and love me put me to tears.
You were just so patient and caring,
and only you would understand how much of pain i was in
because you have seen me in that state and wiped my puke
that very disgusting brown puke.

I am proud that you are now so matured and actually someone i can
turn to, whom i knw will always be there no matter what,
and may you be the best counselor in yrs to come.

I am really thankful for an awesome pawsome lil sister like you,
and i cant wait to see you again.
Thank you so much suzie for being there when i needed someone right
by me. Really appreciate it so much love <3

2010-07-22T13:28:00.000-07:00

I cant be any happier for the two of them (:

Anneh and kak shima, i love you both to bits and have fun later!

Whenever it comes to doing or planning anything for the two of you,
i do it with all my heart and soul<3

And i always look up to the two of you,
one of the best couples out there kekekekekekeke.

AND pls batam soon with my wife (:

HAPPY NI(:

MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
"peksi!"

2010-07-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

DISAPPEAR.
NEVER COMING BACK.

FUCKING JUST DISAPPEAR.

DO NOT APPEAR.

DO NOT.

2010-07-19T22:06:00.000-07:00

I could really use a wish right now <3

2010-07-17T15:12:00.000-07:00

<3<3<3

When nothing else matters.
MUAH.

2010-07-17T12:38:00.000-07:00

I no you don’t see my pain,
as me and you are not the same.
I often wonder what goes on in your head.

I often sit here and cry,
thinking of that dreaded question WHY?

All the hurt and anger, I live through each day.
freedom is all I want, is there a way??

Iamsohurt.

2010-07-15T21:21:00.000-07:00

I am hungry and tired.

And i jus saw something,
and at least i am glad that i was part of it,
even if it was just one picture.

Thanks to whoever who did it.
Because i noe i cared.

On top of that my mom said things to me,
which i assume has been passed ard,
and only i would noe what happened and the amt of pain i
went thru right MOM?
I jus wan to be happy, and pls be happy for me.

AND I CANT WAIT FOR LATER!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

PHOTOSHOOT with my lover gals <3

AND HAZ I MISS U OH SO MUCHY,
cant wait to see you and have fun later.

Melvin get well soon,
i can hear u snoring next to me in the office,
before anyone comes,
you have to get up.
KEKEKE.

Rajee i miss you.
Very much.
:(

2010-07-15T03:09:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, ok this is really cute, came across it hahaha.

AND AND I MISS MY LECTURERS ALOT.
THEY ARE SUCH AWESOME PEOPLE UNLIKE...............

Ok i got no more brain juice,
am very tired very.

And there is alot hell lots to do.

AND I hate how they make use of us as interns and pay us little and
make us do non-designing stuff.

WE ARE DESIGNERS,
not watever.

We came here for a reason and to show our skills.
OH WELL,give chance ah.
Expected all this,
but i hate this oh so much.

AND I AM FUCKING WORKING ON A FUCKING PUBLIC HOLIDAY ;(

2010-07-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

You're the miracle in my life
Who can always make me smile
Just knowing that you care
Makes my life worth-while

You've touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart

You are everything I want
You're so pure and true
I love you with everything I have
And I love everything that you do.

I love you so much b <3
To more 15's (:

MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
Each and everyday with you is like a dream come true,
Youre my soul mate and thats oh so true (:

P.S. i am missing you alot because we both are busy working, :(

2010-07-14T08:23:00.000-07:00

Once a mistake is done, its done.
No turning back, you can only learn from them.
So no point regretting and looking back.
Look forward and be prepared to take whats gonna come and hit you hard.

And i know youre reading this.
Can i make something clear?

I will never be the same if we ever meet again.
Because you chose this without even caring about our love and friendship for you.

I am truly hurt and disappointed with you, my dear.
Oh well, in the end its your wish and discussion.
All the best in whatever you do.
I was once there for you, not anymore.

But i will still pray for you to be save and healthy.
And for you to prosper in every way.

Hopefully one day you will realise what this mean.
ONE DAY...

2010-07-12T23:12:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE best friends stay forever.
AND they are there no matter what happens.
THEY think about you and try not to hurt you.
EVEN if u did the biggest mistakes they forgive and forget.
THEY aint selfish, they don think only about their problems.
THEY cry and laugh with you.
THEY are not egoistic when it comes to friendship.
THEY are the only one who touch you wherever and you won't mind.
THEY are special.
THEY dont leave you hanging.
THEY don change towards you.

SOME PEOPLE NEED TO LEARN FROM THEM.

For all this reasons i love them very much more.
They are my world.
Muah <3
Heaven seen my bbg's in a long time.
Dasher,haz and anna.
;(

<3

2010-07-12T21:16:00.001-07:00

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you.

2010-07-11T20:54:00.000-07:00

ESPANAAAAAAAAAAA <3<3<3
I AM SO HAPPY FOR THEM (:

Am proud of two of my liverpool stars walking away with the cup
woohooo<3

So happy muah muahhhhh spainnnn <3

2010-07-11T20:49:00.000-07:00

Firstly, R.I.P tiger tata.
Youre loved by all of us.

So basically last week was like a funeral week.
First kaya, then my hamster and then came tiger tata.
But thank God he didnt go on july 9, because my grandpa went
on that day which is also akka's birthday.

Well both the brothers decide to go on the 8th n 9th.
How ironic.

And Happy Birthday Akka, i love you many and i cant wait to see your baby bubu<3

I am really extremely very very tired.
I need to sleep.

2010-07-05T18:59:00.000-07:00

Its just so hard for everyone to accept,
we all cant sleep.

I still think ure ard us and still breathing.
But i doubt not,
rest in peace preety face,
i really hope ur family is coping well.

Seeing them on friday and monday crying away
wasnt a very nice sight.

Your mom wailing away and telling how preety you are,
how proud she is of you makes us all go mad.

I really really hope you find peace up there,
and the almighty will keep you save just like what your mom said.

For whatever reason it might be that you decided to end your life,
i really wish we could at least know.
We are all pondering over your death my dear,
and i hope you saw how many people came to give you your last respects,
and how much we all care and love you,
you were a great and funny person <3

GOD BLESS YOU KAYATHIRE <3

I can never forget you.

And that sight of you will always be in my head,
i didnt expect to see your face that bad,
you really shouldnt have.

But i will still pray for you <3

2010-07-04T10:44:00.001-07:00

this just makes everything worst.
Kaya i really wish you were still around.
R.I.P my dear friend,
we all cant believe you are not around anymore.
It hurts.

2010-07-04T09:17:00.000-07:00

YOUR awesome smile will always linger.
You were such a bubbly gal,
Even if you couldnt find peace here,
i hope you find it up there.

I really hope your family will cope with this,
and your soul will rest in peace.

I will never forget all the times we had together,
all i wish for is if i could see you one last time.

And who ever was the cause for ur death,
i hope they will get what they deserve.

i love you kaya,
and i realy couldnt take it when i walked into ur room,
looking at all ur pictures.

R.I.P KAYATHIRE <3

YOURE LOVED BY ALL UR FRIENDS AND FAMILY.

2010-07-01T03:09:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU MR.RAJIV SELVAKUMAR!
YOURE LIKE A TEDDY I CAN HUG TIGHT TIGHT AND SLEEP (:

I MISS YOU SO MUCHY B ;(
AFTER STAYING WITH U FOR 3 DAYS,
I CANT STAND IT LETS GET MARRIED KEKEKE <3

I MCFLURRY YOU FOREVER K?

2010-06-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

I <3 MUSEUMS

2010-06-28T20:54:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday you,
God bless you and whatever you do.

Have a blast cause you deserve it.
And you have been amazing for the times i have known you,
and thanks for everything.

Youre a yr older and wiser
and all grown for the better.

Sorry if i was a bitch or still am to you.

Cheers (:

And you,
i don really need such msgs from you,
because i knwo something is wrong and ure so cold towards me,
so ya i aint gonna bother replying you.

2010-06-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

i never knew there was more to stamps.
Ok i am sleepy very sleepy.
BYE.

2010-06-24T22:39:00.000-07:00

IN THE MONTH OF JAN,FEB,MARCH,APRIL,MAY,JUNE....

( ) stayed single for a whole month.
( ) made out in/on a car.
( ) kissed in the snow.
( ) celebrated Halloween.
(X) kissed in the rain.
(X) had my heart broken
( ) broken someone else's heart.
(X) had a stalker.
(X) gone over the minutes on my cell phone.
(X) had a good relationship with someone.
(X) had someone question my sexual orientation.
( ) gotten pregnant.
( ) had an abortion.
(X) had a relationship with someone I'll never forget.
(X) done something I've regretted.
(X) lost faith in love.
( ) kissed under a mistletoe.
(X) painted a picture.
(X) wrote a poem.
( ) ran a mile.
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie & Fitch.
(X) posted a blog.
(X) listened to music I couldn't stand.
(X) went to a sleepover.
(X) laughed till I cried.
(X) laughed till I peed in my pants.
(X) visited a foreign country.
(X) cut in a line of waiting people.
(X) told someone I were busy when I wasn't.
(X) cooked a disastrous meal.
(X) lost something/ someone important to me.
(X) broke a promise.
(X) lied.
(X) went behind my parent's back.
(X) cried over a broken heart.
(X) disappointed someone close.
(X) hid a secret.
(X) pretended to be happy.
( ) slept under the stars.
(X) met someone who changed my life.
( ) met one of my idols.
(X) changed my outlook on life.
(X) sat home all day doing nothing.
(X) pretended to be sick.
(X) left the country.
(X) almost died.
(X) given up something important to me.
( ) lost something expensive.
(X) learned something new about myself.
(X) tried something I normally wouldn't try & liked it.
(X) made a change in my life.
(X) found out who my true friends were.
(X) met great people.
(X) stayed up till sunrise.
(X) cried over the silliest thing.
(X) was never home on weekends.
( ) got into a car accident.
(X) had friends who were drifting away from me.
( ) had someone close to you die.
( ) had a high cell phone bill.
(X) spent most of my money on food.
( ) had a fist fight.
( ) went to the beach with my best friend.
( ) saw a celebrity.
(X) gotten sick.
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time.
(X) became closer with a lot of people.

OK I THINK, life is good so far,
besidesssssss the LIKE TO IRRITATE THE SHIT OUTTA ME PEOPLE.

i was in peace for the two to three days when i wasnt home,
when i could spend all my time with the ones i love, esp my b,
AND NOW life is back to square one.

ITS OK WORLD CUP KEEPS ME GOING.
<3

2010-06-24T19:17:00.001-07:00

16 THINGS GIRLS DONT NOTICE?
MAYBE.
<3

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about

2) Guys are more emotional then you think if they loved you at one point it takes them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with you

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile ( :

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what uh...never mind....." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. you don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you

11) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something

12)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day

13)No guy can handle all his problems on his own He's just too stubborn to admit it

14)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them

15) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

16) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

2010-06-19T11:33:00.000-07:00

There has been alot going on.

Let me start with the most beautiful thing,
My sessy pocky gal Hazwani Hamdan,
is my effing bestest gf i ever had.

She is the most sweetest thing alive,
and when i say this i mean really sweet,
and when i say this i mean AIMAN ure one hell of a lucky guy (:

THANK u so much haz for the gift,
what made it even more touching was u left it at my door which
i didnt expect at all.

I cried so much after reading ur card,
and ur cookies were awesome,
ure the best.

Ur card was soo nice n we look cute (:
It really made my day,
and it made me feel special even if i had alot running thru my head.

And ure the only one who listen n understands me no matter what,
and that " NO MATTER WHO SAYS BAD THINGS ABT U, I WILL NEVER LISTEN TO THEM"
is jus so dam touching babe.
U ROCK MY KUNJI POCKY GAL <3

I OWE U BIG TIME HAZZZY REALLY REALLY,
MEET ME SOON.

AND nex i miss my babyboy alot,
we seem so far,and i feel super bad that he always has to come all the way to the damn east.

Dorin i hope u enjoyed ur trip to universal studios <3
i miss the china people.

WORST THING,
MONDAY I AM WRKING 1 TO 9 PM!
ARGGGGGGGG.

I THOUGHT I WOULD END AT 7 ;(
saddnessssssssssssss dude.

OH MY OH MY TMRM MY BITCH NESHA AND NESSA ARE COMING OVER,
I AM VERY EGGCITED.

I MISS DASHER EFFING ALOT.

And its sad that i am avoiding my own blood,
because of what their mom said abt me and my family,
i will not forget it hurts like mad,
and i will jus stay away from now.

P.S. YOU GUYS WILL NEVER HEAR FROM ME.

did i mention maradonna's son in law is toooooo yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy <3
ok chill, argentina is the bomb, watched the match and i was falling asleep in rasheed's house
HAHAHHAHA. but i still watched it ok.
HMPH TOO TIRED.

I HAD ENOUGH,
i dono why but the most suckiest shit happen today but it was funny.

And i asked my b,
why is free kick so free?
LOL WOOT WOOT.
OK BYE <3

MORE UPDATE TMRM IF I AM FREE.

HAPY FATHERS DAY APPA,
I LOVE U MUCH,
EVEN IF U GIVE ME CURFEWS -__-

2010-06-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

WHY SO CUTE? WHY??????????????

SO ADORABLE I WANNA BITE HIM.
<3

2010-06-16T19:04:00.000-07:00

As much as i really wanna say,
ONLY SHIT HAPPENS TO ME.

ANNA sent me a msg about this gal,
and yup i agree there are people out there who are going thru worst,
i have no doubts that i am not even going thru half of their shit,
BUT WHY MUS EVERYTHING CRASH DOWN ON ME?

WHY?
IT TOTALLY SUCKS BIG TIME.
THIS ISNT COOL SERIOUSLY,
BECAUSE LIFE SUCKS MANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
BUT ITS OK, i am cool with it i will tak it all under my fat arms.

But on the other hand,
my darling raj is going thru shit as well,
i really hope i make a difference in ur life b,
i hope ure happy and i hope i am ur happiness
because u definitely are my happiness,
and i am sorry i cant be by ur side,
now that ure so far away,
the only thing we can do is love each other more.

Besides, i noe some of my besties n close friends are going thru shit as well,
esp pp and khairul muhaimin.

Oh well i jus hope u guys r doing fine,
jus remember am always here for you no matter what and
am preety sure u guys r strong enough to pull thru this.

SHIT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME.

OH WELL,
I AM PROUD TO SAY.......................

ITS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P6 IS FINALLY OVER PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
THOSE OF U IN CHINA U GUYS HAV BEEN MISSED TERRIBLY!

SO i got 1 week to rest, but hell no i don wan too cause
I HATE BEING HOME,GRRR.

Then comes work, so i am working where jia lei is,
SPM hopefully itsss cool oh well not that far from home yeah?
AND CLOSER TO B'S WRKING PLACE KEKEKEKKEKEKE.

AND I AM LOVING THE WORLD CUP,
DO NOT TALK ABT SPAIN PLSPLS THANK YOU AHHAAHAAA.

Today is Argentina whee, gonna go crazy with b (:

2010-06-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF.

2010-06-12T03:34:00.000-07:00

OK ME IS TIRED.

Ytd world cup fever was so happening.
This france needs a slap ahaha,
but oh well am happy for south africaaaaaaa at least its a draw
and uncle won the bet.

Later me and b gonna go bet for ARGENTINA WHEEEEEEEEEE.

HAHAH YTD NOT ENOUGH AH watch both the matches talking cock
with pp all, still eat like pigs haiyeahhh.
And i cant sleep with this Rajiv selvakumar ard,
he pokes me everywhere and tickles me till i get up,
and what i do? I run to the nex room and sleep hahahahah.

If i hav to sleep in the toilet i would jus to run away from you ;P

HAHAHAHHA BUT YTD WAS FUN,
I jus got home also..

And later another round,
B IS COMING OVER WHEEE YAY YAY,
i think everyone else is also,
wohooo full house la today confirm..

OK IMMA GONNA SLEEP FOR A BIT,
TILL B RINGS ME TO GO BET BET WOOT.

OK WAIT
I MCFLURRY YOU BABYBOY!
<3

AND HOLICKS MCFLURRY IS THE SEX.
<3

2010-06-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

WAKA WAKA EH EH.
FINALLY ITS HERE,
THE DAY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR WORLD CUP WOOT WOOT.

AND this time imma be a Argentinooooo baby!
Because my ronaldhino isnt playinggggggggggggggg.
And sorry torres i cant support spain even if i love you,
and sorry my dearest gerrard i cant support ENGLAND never will i ahhaha.

But oh wells all the best to all the teams <3

Tonight it gonna be me, rajeee, pp, akka, bubu and simon uncle YESSHHHAAA.

AND B THANKS FOR THE JERSEY U ROCK SO MUCHY MUCHY,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE RAINBOW HIGH HIGH ABOVE THE SKY HORZZ <3

MY MESSI SO SEZZY IN ARGENTINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
And i think my jersey is quite cool like fire,
everyone staring i wanna pull their eyes out.
HAHAH <3

And i think we all can get richer by betting for world cup,
HOI HOI.
And now i can bet without caring about my age hahahahah.
LAST world cup my dad had to help me -______-

OK I AM TOO EXCITED,
I EVEN BOUGHT THE NEW PAPER AND COLLECTED THE POSTER THINGY
I HAVE TO GO COLLECT BEFORE ALL 3000 POSTERS ARE GONE,
HAHAHA.

Am so jialat and kiasu,
oh well who cares.

OHHH AFRICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
WHEN i get married to Rajiv i wanna go Africa for honeymoon with the wild animals,
HAHahhahaha I BET HE WONT MIND, quite romantic kan?
HHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

ok kheesoon wants to talk to us.

LATER.
<3

2010-06-08T02:22:00.000-07:00

Finally done with it <3

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
I SLEPT FROM FROM FROM 8PM TO I DONO WHAT TIME (TIME NOW: 5.24PM)
duh i had intervals ahahhaa.

I didnt go sch cause i was busy sleeping ah ah yes i needed this sleep,
and i am oh so happy no one disturbed me thanks thanks.

I need to go bath n meet my baby, but but i am breaking my curfew today.
HAHAHHAHAHAHA. who freaking gets a 8pm curfew?

OH BEBITO DOES, DOES SHE CARE?
NOPEEEEEEEEEEEEE, cause she got a curfew for doing her school work till late at night,
which preety much doesnt make sense, my parents are WORRIED for me and decide to give me a curfew HAHAHAHA.

Ok its time to shop, shop till i freaking drop ah.
I hope half the class are having fun in chinaaaaaaaaaaa (:

so i got 2 weeks to touch up m work i hope i can do this,
<3

And i cant wait for the worldddd cuppppppppp,
b pls stay my house hor whee <3

ok bye.

2010-06-06T22:56:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday my best friend,
Amazing times, we always spend.
Laughter and jokes are common place,
Since we built that solid base.

Special friend that I hold dear,
Always wish to have you near.
We get along, like bread with honey,
A friendship worth, much more than money.

If you stumble, count me there,
Gratitude; no need to declare.
Your thoughts are clear, in my mind,
Understanding we always find.

Happy birthday my best friend,
I’m excited to attend.
This birthday poem, is just for you,
A great big smile is overdue.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG HAZWANI HAMDAN!!
AKU LOVE YOU PLENTY BABYGAL <3<3
MUAH MUAH MUAHHHHHHHHHHH.
MEET ME SOON FOR TEH WE GOT LOTS TO TALK ABOUT YA!

HOPE URE DOING FINE,
HOPE UR FEVER IS GONE!
HAVE A BLAST SEXY,
URE A YR WISER AND SEXIER,
HEHEEHHEHE <3

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING (:
MUAH MUAH.

2010-06-06T22:56:00.000-07:00

I thought it was over,
i was wrong.

But i am happy i made my way thru this.
It wasnt easy.

I am still keeping calm.

And with all the help with everyone ard,
you guys rock alot.

I cant thank you guys more.
THE CLASS IS EMPTY!

i HOPE YOU guys had a save trip and hav fun there (:
miss you all horsssssssssssssss.

I miss Rajiv selvakumar,
i cant get enough of you.
' AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! '

Ytd, at2pm someone came into my room
pull my leg and screamed " B!B!B!B!B!"
i GOT A SHOCK OF MY FREAKING LIFE,
WANTED TO YELL SO LOUD!
WHEN I OPENED MY EYES,
i realized my babyboy was waking me up (:

So nice to wake up seeing u there,
but not like that -____-
Stupid still can wake me up go to my fridge and
steal my meiji milk, ure dead for that!!

HAHAH knowing me i went back to sleep hehe!
But he dragged me outta bed,
so we alllll went for lunchhyyy.
Poor mark also got shock cause he was sleeping beside me LOL.

And i think i need to go shopping soon.
Mark happy happy sheesha in my house summore,
woot istanbul is cool like fire haha,
but the guys there are super horny and cheeky,
the come n hold your hands, GRRRRR.

I shall try upload some pics soonish when i am free,
cause i got 100000000000000000 i think.

I don even hav time to sort my work out,
i better soon, i need to hibernate today.
I am gonna miss my rajee when he goes far awayy from meeeeeeeeeeee ;(
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

And B IF YOURE READING THIS I WANNA LET YOU KNOW,
YOU,ME,WE ARE JUS COOL HAHA.
'AHHHHHHHHHHHH!' IS SUPER CLASSIC.

AND pls don don don get married to my brother instead of me!
AHAHAHHAHA.

WORLD CUP FEVER SOONISH YAY YAY YAY!
I am missing alot of people,
dasher,pp,anna,haz and everyone else whom i heaven been talking too,
because i am very veryyyyyyyy packed with sch wrk which i mus say,
WASNT EASY AT ALL FOR ME WITH SUCH LIMITED TIME!
HMPH.

OK i shall go and be useful n see ransome now.
GOODBYE.

OHOH BABYBOY AKU LOVES YOU HOR.
ahhhhhhhhh. <3

2010-06-04T11:01:00.000-07:00

When I'm with you I get butterflies.
I love to gaze into your eyes.
The touch of your hand sends a chill.
I can't explain the way I feel.
The world goes away when I'm with you.
When you're gone my heart cries.
I dread the moment we say our good-byes.
Then I see you and my heart starts to heal.
I love you so much and I always will.

<3<3<3

I love you so much.
<3

2010-06-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

I have too many things going on in my head.
Its not easy but am staying calm.
BUT AFTER ALL, ITS NOT DIFFICULT TO SMILE ISNT IT?
And with all the awesome people i have ard me
who never fail to make me smile and encourage
me. Esp my dearest Rajiv, ure the best seriously,
How much i hav missed you when i was away..
I am so glad to be back to ur arms savely.

And thanks for helping me with my wrk
and being right there and telling me everything
is gonna be ok, cause with you i feel like a princess,
more than that actually.

I really cant stand whats going on here.
After ytd i see how much u appreciate me.
ARG.

i love you people,
haz i miss you.
:(

2010-05-25T11:59:00.000-07:00

TO my fellow CLASSMATES!

IF U GUYS READ THIS,
I AM IN DEEP SHIT,
I HOPE U GUYS R FINE!
CAUSE I AM NOT!

I AM RUSHING FOR TIME,
I GOT NOT ENOUGH SLEEP.

EH EH BUT THEY GUYS HERE ARE HOT.
I MISS MY RAJIV SELVAKUMAR MORE THAN ANYTHING.

AND IRSAEL IS SUCHA BEAUTIFUL PLACE.
I saw the place where Jesus was born,
i saw Virgin mary's house,
i went across the sea of galilee.

WHAT MORE?
MANY MORE I HAVE SEEN LEARNED AND AM SO TOUCHED AND BLESSED.
(:

BUTTTTTTT HELLOOO I NEED HELP FOR MY WRK ;(

OHOHOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHALOM EVERYONE.

SEE U SOONISH.
BABYBOY I MISS U LIKE A MAD GAL B!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

2010-05-22T03:20:00.000-07:00

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

I am leaving in an hour,
and i really hope i can do this.

I hope i packed whatever i need,
i hope i don forget anything for sch wrk,
once i get back its time to print,
this isnt easy,
but i am almost there.

Right now i am very sad,
all those words are running thru my head,
it hurts, it kills.

TO VCO8O1/02

YOU GUYS CAN DO IT!
2WEEKS! WOOT.

AND to those we msged me,
thanks alot really means alotttt for all those encouragement and motivation.
I love you guys.

SEE you when i get back.

I am leaving on a jet plane with hell lotsa pain.
<3

P.S. I WAS SOORU YTD. Thank goodness anneh was my life saver.

2010-05-21T00:57:00.002-07:00

2010-05-21T00:57:00.001-07:00

SHIT LA!!!!!!!

I CANT DO THIS!!!

I AM GONNA MISS EVERYONE BADLY ;(

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

AND THERE IS TOO MUCH OF WORK TO DO!

DAMN!!

THE THOUGHT OF MISSING EVERYONE,
AND ME HAVING TO DO WORK THERE ALL BY MYSELF
KILLS!!!

B 10 DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SIA!
;(

I AM GONNA MISS ALL UR SHITTYNESS ;(

AND ANNEH HOW SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA,
NO ONE TO DISTURB U :(

HAIZ HAIZ.

OK AH BYE TIME TO CONSULT.

2010-05-20T08:38:00.001-07:00

NOT that i am being mean or anything,
but i am stating the fact.

There is seriously a huge difference between civilized and uncivilized people,
SERIOUSLY. It clearly showed me today, how ridiculous you all can get.

I mean now i understand why we are from polytechnics, unlike you all, but i noe there are only some whom are really acting stupid in public, the rest are ok.

BUT TODAY WAS OH MY TIRED DAY.
NAVY NAVY OHHHH NAVY.
FUN YES, VERY FUN YES BUT CROWD NONONO. SWEAT EVEN MORE NO, MATS MINAHS NONO OH NO!

BUT OVERALL we got free photos and alot more.
i LOVE MY CLASS.
<3

And my b is the best,
i love you alot,
it hurts to leave you here,
and i am glad ure right beside me now to kiss you till i go (:

And i love how i am motivated and how i do my work when ure by my side,
And you know i love you bery much babyboy<3

DON MISS ME TOO MUCH K?
EVEN IF I SURE WILL ;(

You rock rajeeeeeeee.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY B IS SO CUTE,
he went down to buy chocolate milk from 7eleven FORGOT money/card,
bum headdddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

REASONS why i love this boy ahahhahahahaha <3

2010-05-19T08:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO

MY NAME IS NATALIE PETERS

AND I LOVE MY CLASSMATES THEY ARE SO AWESOME.
I LOVE MY FAMILY CAUSE THEY ROCK SO MUCH.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS VERY MUCHY.

ABOVE ALL I NEED TO MENTION,
RAJIV SELVAKUMAR YOU TREAT ME LIKE A PRINCESS
AND I CANT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE CAUSE URE JUS TOO AWESOME BABY.
MUAH MUAH MUAH.

I WILL RUN TO UR ARMS WHEN I GET MY ASS BACK VOKAY?

OHOHOHOH I AM GONNA MISS DASHER,RENU,MUHAIMIN,HAZ,LR,KM,FAIZ,MELVIN,ZHEN LU,AMA
AND EVERYONE!

I WISH U GUYS ALL THE BEST FOR THE 2 WEEKS FOR FINAL WORK,
WE CAN DO IT!
AND OH OH PLS CONSTANTLY CHECK UR FB AND MAILS,
I MIGHT SEND U GUYS STUFF,

OKOOKOK,
today baby bought me hard disc and a cute purple mouse hehehe (:
HAPPY IS ME.

And he bought himself 4 SHOES!
NOT 1,2,3 BUT 4!

GRRR.
AND HIS BOOTS was oh so awesome,
cant wait to see him run in them tmrm (:

And for those whom i cant meet before i fly off,
i am sorry no time hoorr, see you all when i get back ok (:

MUAHH I LOVE MY PEOPLE VERY MUCH.

And i need to start packing soon,

die die die.
summore cant wear sleeveless,shorts or skirts,
EVERYDAY JEANS LEI, HOT LIKE COCK BODOH.

-_____-

2010-05-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

http://www.mydeathspace.com/article/2006/06/29/Natalie_Peters_%2822%29_was_convicted_of_vehicular_homicide_when_she_crashed_into_a_tree_killing_her_friend_Joshua_Chavez_%2818%29

WTHHHHHHHHHH KM SENT ME THIS HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-05-18T00:03:00.003-07:00

YAY YAY, one burden off my shoulder,

First i was all panicky because my Ai hanged-ed-ed-ed.

Too many clipping masks and guess what?
It said 'cant move object not enough memory'

WTH DUDE!
hahaha. i was shocked, like seriously.
And lr said i should clear my files,
Alright i shall clear them and oh yes DELETE pictures of unwanted people/things/shit.

Totally thought they were gonna bombard me with questions, but they were too busy laughing at my bee with 4 legs -_____-
Thanks ah.

Oh well am glad its over.
But i need to do my wrk even if i not in sch for 10 freaking days,
i promised to mail them.

OH DID I MENTION THE FLIGHT IS 12 HRS?
LIKE HEELLLOO I AM SO GONNA DIE, i shall do my wrk and watch movies.

The last time i travelled far was to paris freaking 14 hrs,
and now 12 hrs wa wa wa.

I am quite eggcited but at the same time i wanna stay here and complete my wrk.
Oh well i shall half half there WOOT (:

I am gonna miss my babyboy alotsssss.
10 days only la b wont die don vorry <3

ok i am gonna sleep after all these clipping mask.
TIDOH NIGHTS,<3

2010-05-17T10:22:00.000-07:00

I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THIS.

I am glad i am thinking positive (;

AND NOW I AM SUPER SUPER SUPER HUNGRY.

2010-05-16T22:02:00.000-07:00

i jus realised i am leaving on pris pilley's birthday,
how much can it suck?

I am so gonna miss my babyboy OHHH NOOOO.
And obviously school..... which i shall not talk abt anymore.

Its ok i shall take a break there.

And did i mention internet is 20US damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ex.

ok now i quite eggcited cause i wanna float in the dead sea wheee (: