Friday, December 3, 2010
{ 9:09 AM }
Each time i keep telling myself not to get affected by others or what they say
it never wrks.
I am always doubting myself.
Always feeling as useless as ever.
Always thinking i aint good enough for anyone.
Always thinking i am not capable of what i actually am.
Always selling myself short.
Always thinking otherwise.
Always always always.
Its December already.
And it doesnt feel like it at all :(
Another week fo crit! POUT BIG TIME.
oh well, lets just go with the flow.
I just dont want to think.
I just hope, just hope it wont be like the last.
Cause it sucked big time.
