Thursday, May 13, 2010
{ 10:18 AM }
I feel that i am in this all alone,
and i have to pull myself outta this all by myself.
I really dono how i feel about it,
but something is very wrong.
I dono how am gonna do it,
i dono how the outcome is gonna be,
i dono if i can do this,
i dono if i can pull thru,
i dono whats gonna come for me?
i really really dono if its just a test,
i dono i reallyyyyyyyyy don't.
Everything is just wrong,
so so so wrong.
But like i said i leave it up to him,
and he has made decisions for me,
i will keep my faith going..
All the way..
But its scary how i have to get things done
before the 22nd or wait maybe 18th.
I have been thinking alot,
and the thinking kills,
crying to myself isnt right,
i dono how to explain how i feel,
i really dont.
But i really hope i can do this.
I REALLY HOPE.And pls don be nice to me cause you have and need too,
because its fake SO SO SO fake.
And it doesnt make a difference to me.
Really doesnt.
