Thursday, March 11, 2010
{ 11:47 AM }
I got lots to say and tell too,
but i dono where to start and end seriously SERIOOOOUUSSSSSSSLYYYYYYYY WITH EXTRA LY'S.
FIRSTLY, I EFFING MISS CHACHU,
BECAUSE I SWEAR HE IS THE MOST SWEETEST GUY I NOE ON THIS PLANET EARTH OR WATEVER AH.
I really thought i was jus his cousin, but now i feel special,
because he actually called right before going into the plane and said,
" Hello chachu, i am leaving ok...." ( with not so excited voice, but rather the I AM GONNA MISS YOU VOICE)
WA SWEET KAN KAN KAN?
I was jus so happy to hear that, and i hope you guys enjoy urself without me,
even if u all wanted me to come back i am really sorry i didnt want tooo.
P.S. BUY ALL THE COLOUR FOR ME AH AH AH AH AH! HEHEHEHEH :)
AND MADURAI HOTEL GOT INTERNET GO USE AND PLS CALL ME :(
I miss travelling and right now i feel that i need a getaway cause
like wa seriously nth to do, lookin at anneh being free makes me angry ahaha
cause i think we can make use of the damn free ticket and goooo hav some fun!
GRRRRRRRRRRR.
I am kinda sad cause appa didnt mention anything to me at all,
i had to hear it from someone else,
oh well appa i love you and i will surely miss you haiz,
jus dono why i am treated this way i really dono what did i do thats wrong,
i hav been trying to be a freeaking good daughter by listening and obeying,
but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
TO YOU-KNOW-WHO,
I WILL SMILE FOR YOU,
AND I KNOW YOU WILL TOO!
YOURE A STRONG GIRL YOU WILL DEFINITELY PASS THIS,
WELL GOD IS TESTING YOU DARLING,
SO PLS DON WORRY MUCH AND I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU,
LIKE HOW YOU ARE OK?
I NEED TO SEE YOUR PREETY FACE SOON.
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But it's okay, because whatever happens to you (AND ME!), we will get by because WE ARE COOL PEOPLE HAHHAHA.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA TRUE THAT X 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000
YOU ROCK LA ABEH!
WE ARE TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL!
TEEEHHEEEEEE
OK MY HEAD IS IN A BIG MESS AH,
FUCK FUCK FUCK
i feel so busy suddenly,
WA... summore broke giler babi,
i get scolded like no one's BUSI-NESSSSSS by mom for everything i do ah.
It sucks.
Plus emily rose is scary summore 3am everyday i feel scared.
DAMN.
And i am getting too emotional, because i only told this to one person,
but its ok i shall mention it here, when i was over at chachu's on the phone in the room my grandma used to sleep, i felt her presence and it was scary and disturbing and i wanted to cry but i noe she was there for a good reason, i jus could not stop thinking of her and it sucks cause i was having a convo about her, and how my cousin jus cant get over her death, i felt her here sitting jus by my side, and how she used to ask me to read to her the Bible verses. I wanted to cry badly, but i knew i should be strong for myself at least and i have to admit i miss her, everytime i freaking pass her blk i cant stop thinking about her, and haiz. Oh goodness, patti i hope ure fine and i hope you know how much we miss you and love you seriously. <3
OKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOK,
Its time to get dirty i need to clean my room.
Because its too messy i cant take it.
But i need help and my helping people are of to india ;(
I am gonna stay home and clean, This weekend because my dad wont be around,
and i wanna show my mom my skills ahhahahahahah! CHEY.
AND I SMELL A POKER NIGHT WITH THE OLD PEOPLE AHHAHAHA!
YUMMY YUM YUM!
