Thursday, July 30, 2009
{ 11:37 AM }
The worst week everr.
All alone in this world,
Not able to control my feelings,
No one is ard to listen,
No one to heal my wounds,
Make me whole,
Here i am crying away,
Wailing in thoughts,
As i see my hamster spin
itself round the colourful wheel.
Bring my life back,
Give me ideas,
Burn the lecturers,
Guide me,
Help me,
Pity me,
Anything me pls,
I hate this.
I feel ive got no one to talk too right now,
If i do no one knows what i want,need
and doesnt understand my msg,
Its clear, its simple.
Yet no one understands,
No one can help me,
cause ure asking for too much,
Time is running out,
i cant think,
I dono what i want.
Help me,
Pls i need motivation,
i need innovation,
i need, i need.
Face is making everything worst,
all those red scars,
make me feel uglier,
i can only marry a toad,
a really big fat toad,
which lays over the dirty rock,
Only the toad would marry me.
No maybe it wont.
I give up,
everything.
I will just do what i can.
Maybe this is not for me,
everything i do seems wrong,
and i feel i am a mistake,
lets see what i get,
dont be surprised if i quit.
I can always do something else.
Yes this means quit VC.
I dono why,
but maybe God is telling me something,
Cause this cant be happening.
I miss someone,
Someone who cares,
someone who is always there,
someone whom i love.
There are two someones,
One which i wanna stay away from,
Another, which i try to attract but
repels somehow.
I have to stand for myself,
Maybe i should start looking for other
things which i am gd at,
and join it, instead of
being here trying to excel but fail everytime,
and i noe for sure,
my wrk isnt good at all.
Never was it good.
This clearly shows i am pointless,
yes i am,
i am a loser,
i admit,
i need to calm down.
I have tried,
yet failed,
" Is this all you have done?"
has killed my spirit,
i cant do this anymore,
I just wanna cry.
CRY BABY CRY.
I guess i am walking alone,
P.S. Save me, the cry baby.
