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Not that i love giving that face,
but now,
it feels like my face automatically curls up,
its less than a week more,
I have no idea if i hav to be satisfied with my work,
but yes i know i am more worried then ever before,
i hope i improved,
i am trying real hard.
People might think we designers do not have exams,
OR
some might think we are simply useless,
think again,
IF u were in our shoes,
U would not be able to cope with our sleepless nights,
all this chaos at the printing shop,
endless time editing,
buying materials that might/might not work,
hunting ard for inspiration,
ir-regular meals,
BOTTLES of GT,
A relationship to commit too,
If ur Partner isnt very understanding,
i pity you.
All those money that goes for printing and materials,
it will probably allow me to buy The BODY SHOP,
ok wait not that much actually.
Why am i whining so much again,
oh wait because something called stress in biting my nerves,
its trying so hard to conquer my body,
its stealing me away from ME.
Go away,
i shall fight you.
BUT AGAIN,
we are the ultimate survivors,
we have more holidays yes i agree,
but then we go thru hell when we hav sch,
my body clock is super complicated,
i cant change it unless i sleep for one full day,
but for now that is impossible,
Fear is playing games with me,
i rather not slp because i might oversleep,
which doesnt sound really nice.
I have to think twice before buying a bra,
that is how screwed up life is,
its already the month of june,
the anticipated month,
but i have no moolah n i don have anything planned out,
that shall be taken under consideration during the break,
we need to breathe we need to,
Time is a big issue,
i sleep in the bus like a moron,
Oh God blind me.
I miss DUNHIL.
Come to me :(
FRET NOT, God is guiding us :)
