Sitting down quietly,
reflecting upon things,
i just realised,
sad life i live.
I rather not have holidays sometimes,
It makes no difference.
I seriously don wanna be home alone this sat,
if anyone can come stay wid me pls do! :(
What makes it even worst is slack bro is going johor
for 3 dam days,
oh God bless me.
I am in the state that i feel confused, agitated and empty,
reason being?
Am effing broke i cant feed myself,
some people just refuse to give me moolah,
Eh seriously in total i spend approximately 150 for school,
be it printing or be it for materials,
after singapore day i am really cash-less,
i have never been so broke before,
making it worst comes the GSS,
which just hits me right in the heart.
FUCK MY LIFE.
Maybe u just dont understand my feelings,
and u think i don &^*$ *&^.
But think again,
think harder.
Its disappointing you might say,
but u don feel me dont you?
I have no money to print my phonics materials,
what can i or shall i do?
KILL MYSELF.
BYE.
I need my quiet time with the Lord now,
he listens and will bring me thru this i noe it,
I shall heed his advices.
