Friday, March 6, 2009
{ 10:47 AM }
As a Christian,
I should learn how to forgive and forget,
yes i agree,
but if someone hurts u real bad,
when it is left unhealed,
when it creates a barrier between ur relationship,
when ur heart just cant take the pain,
the pain which cant be cured,
the pain which i ponder upon when i think abt you,
It isnt that easy,
i tried my best,
Today i feel elated to hav kept to my words,
many hav advised,
i did not heed their advises,
but today i did,
i did wat i was suppose to do,
i did my part,
but again,
I CANT FORGET,
I REALLY CANT,
The incident will linger in my mind,
FOREVER?
But nevertheless,
my love for you will never fade,
you brought me up,
took care of me,
fed me,
i hope you are happy,
cause i came home with a smile today,
but i cant trust you anymore,
i cant,
because you told my parents something
that i hav been hiding from them for 4yrs now,
something which meant alot,
And the reason you blurbed it out was because
of ur anger towards me,
Welll,
i didnt do that,
even if my anger towards you took the longest
time to subside,
i didnt mention any of ur secrets,
i am still hurt,
In pain i shall forgive thee,
but it will be a memory,
which might not be erased in thy mind,
I LOVE YOU STILL.
THANKS FOR THE GIFT AND LAUGHERS SHARED AMONG
US TODAY :)
