Monday, July 28, 2008
{ 9:26 AM }
Has there ever been a point in life,
u jus feel like throwing everything ard,
messing up your room,
feeling as furious as ever before.
Well thats how i am feelin right abt now.
DON ASK WHY, cause i don hav the answers either.
Today,
I smiled widely when i saw my other half
running into my room screamin my name.
It so made my day.
She is like an angel,
how much i hav missed her.
All i wanna hear is good news from her
i Pray hard i really do.
I think my life is a mess now.
ITS OK,
after next week
i am A free bird as IN LITERALLY MAN!
HOLIDAYS WOHO!
school's a killerbee,
seriously.
I feel emotionless now?
wait is this good or bad?
wat the helll is wrong wid me?
goshhhhhh!
ok.
i wanna be the happy gal i hav always been
is that too much to ask?
OK but i am realy happy for the people i hav ard me,
besides the fact that i don like wat i am doing.
God has showered his blessings upon me,
even before i asked for a special someone to enter my life,
Dearest Castillo Paul Adolph
is one of his wonderful deeds,
I thank him a zillion for sending this beautiful creation
of his, whom he has sent down to take care of me like a baby and keep me elated
in every way. He never fails to put a smile on
my face despite his annoying lil mischiefs.
SEE, even if god noes i am unhappy wid wat i am doing,
he makes me smile eventually.
Family is another reason why i smile,
even if i bicker up wid parents aint they jus 2 people in your
life whom u can never ever ever ever forget?
I feel bad that i cant spend time wid them cause of sch.
i will catch up wid them once schs out.
JOe boy is suffering from some sickness i noe it,
he is as skinny as i dono,
i jus fall into lala land that even when he wakes me
up i cant get up to feed him.
HEs so cute,
today i came into my room switched on the light,
quickly changin jus in time to run to the toliet to pee,
and there he goes callin out for me after he gets the NATALIES aroma.
GOODNESS how adorable?
OK, i love love love everyone !
I love the people ard me including friends.
I miss Patma Priya already.
Hope to see you soon if ure reading this darling! <3
Mom is much better now,
Dad i am clueless
but i am really worried,
he is on leave but i noe he feels the pain.
DEAR lord,
i pray for them to recover as soon as possible,
for there are the one i love and care for.
Amen.
GOD IS GREAT,
seriously,
i did some soul searchin and finally,
i dont feel spiritually low anymore,
i feel his presence ard me,
i noe he hears me out,
i noe he will keep me happy,
afterall we r all his children.
SO come lets adore him :)
god bless.
