Wednesday, February 6, 2008
{ 4:56 AM }
I
miss your touch.
It never dims, that memory of rejection.It feels like the end.I know i am beyond consoling.My dream of a life in nursing seemed wrecked.I was completely gone, in floods of tears.Its not my first setback but it hurts like hell.BUT, i enjoy every second of it because,i know i will never experience you again,i hope. I hav dried my tears and soothed my pain
I jus hav to pray hard to get into somewhere sharpish.
In my devastation, I seized on dad's words,he was all compassion and common sense,he knew i had a way thru.Still, for all dad's tender words, the sense offrustration, humiliation and bitterness lingered.NO reason could ease my grief, though.I loathed the taste of failure.My anger at nyp's cold shoulder will never subside,thats for sure!With a heavy heart, i resume my life!I am missing my baby boy lots now,When i shut my eyes, it feels like i hav fallen intoa windwhirl of things i never wanted to think about.My throat hurts, my ass too.When i walk it feels like i am puttin
ankle-irons of lethargy about my legs.
feeling sucks!
A better tmrm should be on my way,i wanna go sentosa whee!
baby i really miss you,
medication is making me go crazy.
Hope u enjoy urself, and GONG XI FA CHAI.
hah!
I am feedin on madarin oranges yum yum.
HAPPY 5 YEARS ANNI CASSY N LESLIE!
may u guys be togther till eternity!muah!
Hana, gt well soon ya, we r the sicklings!
Ending on a lighter note,He is leadin me to a somewhere.trust and obey for theres no other way :)Still i ponderr....
I miss your touch. 